Damn, frosty, cold, slippery footpaths…. Oh the joys of winter.
To be honest I love it, I just want it to snow, right now. The weather forecast says heavy snowfall thursday, Friday & Saturday. Awesome!
Working in a hot kitchen all day then walking home in sub zero temperatures is not ideal, but it makes it super nice when I get home to my warm apartment. 
So, things are looking like i have to move on with my life, like it or not.
I miss so much what i had, and would give everything to have it all back again, but it seems like that will never happen.
So do i stay single and lonley, or do i try and look for someone to share life with?
I’m scared about it, but i can’t be alone, so i will wait and see what happens. I’m not going out of my way to meet new people, i think that if the right person stumbles into my life then i’ll know. I don’t think you can search for happiness, it happens when it’s ment to happen. So until then i guess it’s just a waiting game.
Over the last two weeks i have met a few people and it was nice to talk, have coffee, get to know them abit & share a few laughs. I found it very easy to speak with them and was very open. That felt good.
Yet last week this one person just left me speechless. I couldn’t even answer the simplest questions she asked, and that is not like me. To be honest, i felt amazed & scared at the same time. Very strange. Is it right to feel that way over someone that has only said a few things to you?
Well, i guess i’ll see where this road takes me, but things are starting to look brighter now that i’m letting my grip on the past relax.
